rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 apr 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • I love you demi😍❤️🙏🏼

    Ari RodriguezAri Rodriguez7 mínútum síðan
  • Everything demi says she loves to do for herself and her struggles reminds me so much of me, we're very similar and people tell me I look like her, and I also sing and our rocker style is always similar

    DreamerDreamerKlukkustund síðan
  • Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

    Alisha saifAlisha saif2 klukkustundum síðan
  • Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

    Madison XMadison X2 klukkustundum síðan
  • You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

    Bruna ReivaxBruna Reivax2 klukkustundum síðan
  • She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

    Aldora LaPlumeAldora LaPlume3 klukkustundum síðan
  • 13:07 & 16:08

    Violetta: My StoryVioletta: My Story3 klukkustundum síðan
  • This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

    Megan BrewerMegan Brewer3 klukkustundum síðan
  • I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

    Nicole MaxwellNicole Maxwell5 klukkustundum síðan
  • como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

    Leandro CentenoLeandro Centeno5 klukkustundum síðan
  • I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.

    Bangtan UniverseBangtan Universe6 klukkustundum síðan
  • Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

    SANCTUARYSANCTUARY6 klukkustundum síðan
  • Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

    Pink Hybrid PandaPink Hybrid Panda6 klukkustundum síðan
  • She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

    Paulo BritoPaulo Brito7 klukkustundum síðan
  • No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

    EmmaPooXPEmmaPooXP7 klukkustundum síðan
  • I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

    Heather HartHeather Hart8 klukkustundum síðan
  • This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

    melancíciamelancícia10 klukkustundum síðan
    • Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

      melancíciamelancícia10 klukkustundum síðan
  • Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

    B’Yanka McKenzieB’Yanka McKenzie11 klukkustundum síðan
  • Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

    gucci bgucci b11 klukkustundum síðan
  • I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

    S TaylorS Taylor11 klukkustundum síðan
  • At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

    Capri SpearCapri Spear12 klukkustundum síðan
  • ❤️

    Opowia_daczka PodcastOpowia_daczka Podcast12 klukkustundum síðan
  • I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

    Allison MccormickAllison Mccormick13 klukkustundum síðan
  • She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

    Meisha MomMeisha Mom13 klukkustundum síðan
  • Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

    Sabrina ForanSabrina Foran13 klukkustundum síðan
  • You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

    celedceled14 klukkustundum síðan
  • These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

    Lylyne C.Lylyne C.15 klukkustundum síðan
  • Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

    Oksana ShomalievaOksana Shomalieva15 klukkustundum síðan
  • This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

    James AtkinsJames Atkins15 klukkustundum síðan
  • I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

    Roi AkninRoi Aknin16 klukkustundum síðan
  • Hey Demi!!!

    naamia nadimnaamia nadim16 klukkustundum síðan
  • I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

    Jenifer BallJenifer Ball16 klukkustundum síðan
  • Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

    SrtaKimSrtaKim17 klukkustundum síðan
  • Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

    Angeline VivasAngeline Vivas19 klukkustundum síðan
  • loving demi moree

    Anjelika TulalianAnjelika Tulalian19 klukkustundum síðan
  • I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

    Courtney SmithCourtney Smith19 klukkustundum síðan
  • Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

    The Bat Next DoorThe Bat Next Door21 klukkustund síðan
  • Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

    Rosangela Barreto de OliveiraRosangela Barreto de Oliveira22 klukkustundum síðan
  • Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

    Emily AEmily A22 klukkustundum síðan
  • temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

    Charming nowhere to hideCharming nowhere to hide22 klukkustundum síðan
  • This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

    J. Justin ZimmermanJ. Justin Zimmerman23 klukkustundum síðan
  • A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

    Candid Cam _Candid Cam _23 klukkustundum síðan
  • It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

    Audenim OsheaAudenim Oshea23 klukkustundum síðan
  • German Subtitles ?????????

    Lisa B.Lisa B.23 klukkustundum síðan
  • I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!

    C FazC FazDegi Síðan síðan
  • I don’t see demi living past 30

    • She did it to herself

      Brit LowkeyBrit Lowkey13 klukkustundum síðan
  • I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

    GarynJanetGarynJanetDegi Síðan síðan
  • Demi, we're with you ❤

    Natalie, don'tNatalie, don'tDegi Síðan síðan
  • This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

    Tiff QTiff QDegi Síðan síðan
  • I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

    Ashton NikolayevAshton NikolayevDegi Síðan síðan

    Ana Carolina BenelliAna Carolina BenelliDegi Síðan síðan
  • The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

    Holla DazeHolla DazeDegi Síðan síðan
  • Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

    sade mcinteesade mcinteeDegi Síðan síðan
  • I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

    Meghan HelmichMeghan HelmichDegi Síðan síðan
  • ai love uuu, from Brasil

    dan santosdan santosDegi Síðan síðan
  • Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

    Nicole SimmonsNicole SimmonsDegi Síðan síðan
  • Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

    Vee RodriguezVee RodriguezDegi Síðan síðan
  • I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

    SunMoon StarsSunMoon StarsDegi Síðan síðan
  • We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

    Amanda MadrigalAmanda MadrigalDegi Síðan síðan
  • harm reduction

    mylenemyleneDegi Síðan síðan
  • I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

    Little Monster XtremeLittle Monster XtremeDegi Síðan síðan
  • This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

    Anna SincerbeauxAnna SincerbeauxDegi Síðan síðan
  • I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

    Angel GarachAngel GarachDegi Síðan síðan
  • Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

    Rachael McEvoyRachael McEvoyDegi Síðan síðan
  • WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

    Brooke McLymondBrooke McLymondDegi Síðan síðan
  • Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

    JulesbagsJulesbagsDegi Síðan síðan
  • Perfeitaaa tks for that

    Dj NicolyDj NicolyDegi Síðan síðan
  • Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

    Lady of WinterfellLady of WinterfellDegi Síðan síðan
  • Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

    DaniellaDaniellaDegi Síðan síðan
  • Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

    Morgan MelanieMorgan MelanieDegi Síðan síðan
  • the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

    kora _kaoskora _kaosDegi Síðan síðan
  • Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

    Balance Health Wellness MusicBalance Health Wellness MusicDegi Síðan síðan
  • Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

    Winnie MWinnie MDegi Síðan síðan
  • I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

    Danielle StrongDanielle StrongDegi Síðan síðan
  • Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

    Heather JulietteRoseHeather JulietteRoseDegi Síðan síðan
  • Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

    Heather JulietteRoseHeather JulietteRoseDegi Síðan síðan
  • This was sad to watch

    M SM SDegi Síðan síðan
  • An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

    M SM SDegi Síðan síðan
  • "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

    Alexis RodriguezAlexis RodriguezDegi Síðan síðan
  • Was this the last episode ?

    Emma BoudreauEmma BoudreauDegi Síðan síðan
  • 8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

    Ronnie Stewart JrRonnie Stewart JrDegi Síðan síðan
  • I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

    MaylingMaylingDegi Síðan síðan
  • Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

    Savannah MarieSavannah MarieDegi Síðan síðan
  • I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

    L CL CDegi Síðan síðan
  • Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

    BeastWitcherBeastWitcherDegi Síðan síðan
  • So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

    Cindy JenkinsCindy JenkinsDegi Síðan síðan
  • I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

    Susanna RassattiSusanna RassattiDegi Síðan síðan
  • I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

    Shannon ConnorShannon ConnorDegi Síðan síðan
  • Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

    Kaitlan WillisKaitlan WillisDegi Síðan síðan
  • We love Sir Elton!

    Erika MErika MDegi Síðan síðan
  • I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

    Destiny JubileeDestiny JubileeDegi Síðan síðan
  • Tu puedes Demi!!

    Florencia Do CantoFlorencia Do CantoDegi Síðan síðan
  • I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

    superlibbyannesuperlibbyanneDegi Síðan síðan
  • Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

    Paulina JaroszPaulina JaroszDegi Síðan síðan
  • I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

    lindsey burneslindsey burnesDegi Síðan síðan
  • Love you

    Cristian A NuñezCristian A NuñezDegi Síðan síðan
  • Watermelon cakes..🥺

    ♡Princess♡♡Princess♡Degi Síðan síðan
  • I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

    Lgc 1385Lgc 1385Degi Síðan síðan
  • All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

    niya jonesniya jonesDegi Síðan síðan
  • Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

    Jlah AlexariaJlah AlexariaDegi Síðan síðan